The world as I know it

I've been hurt hurt so many times i'm used to it now...

And yeah, that's kinda' sad, haha!

I'm sad for a while, then i'm angry, and last but not least i stop thinking about it, and forget all about the people who've hurt me. They're not even worth it.

My friends think i'm a little childish because i "delete" the people from life, who've hurt me. But i tried the whole "forgiveness" thing, and people just took advantage of that, cause they knew i would't get mad or say anything. So they all kept doing things they knew would hurt me, but i guess they didn't care.. So now it's one strike and out! But of course i don't cut people off for the little mistakes. I'm still a very forgiving person, but with the worst things i have no tolerance. 

Unfortunately we don't get to choose which things that hurt us, and that's sometimes a little difficult, cause even though you know it's "okay" you still hurt. and that could maybe be the reason why you have a falling out with your friends, because deep down you know they're not doing anything wrong, but it still hurts you. And that's a bit hard to handle, but if you talk about it, good friends will understand and respect that. 

I'm so tired of teenage drama, and most of the times teenage drama has been the main cause of my little broken heart. haha! 

But who isn't tired of that.. ? 

But why do we keep hurting each other like it wont do any damage? people don't care about their friends and people around them anymore, they only care about them selves. How can I get success. How can I be the best, and so on.. But nobody cares who they have to hurt to get to where they want.. They only think about getting there. <-- that sucks!

Great music, and deep thoughts <3

- Liiinestar